Replies to 'Overcoming Grief'

My husband and I divorced three years ago.  He kept custody of our child.  Several months after the divorce, my ex-husband nearly died of a heart attack.  I returned to him and told him that I still loved him and to take care of him and our child.  We reconciled our relationship.  After several months of living together as common-law marriage, he urged me to move out after a heated arguement.  Several days after I moved out, I discovered he had a girlfriend.  I was devastated.  I became physically ill and lost over 60 lbs. along with my job.  I left town for several months to live with relatives.  I sought counseling and turned to faith to cope with my pain.  After several months, I returned home to rebuild my relationship with my child.  After a couple of months returning home, my ex-husband and fiancee broke up and we began a new relationship together.  A few months into this relationship, he returned to his fiancee.  My heart was broken and I suffered a nervous breakdown. I once had a close relationship with our child, but now we don't see much of each other.  I pray, go to counseling and have joined a fitness club.   It's been over a year now and I am still trying to put closure to this grief.  I want to reclaim my life and my relationship with my child.