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July 25, 2005, 12:25 pm PDT
Hi Hisjewel
Quote From: hisjewelI hate to ever admit or say i am depressed or anything of well yeah anyway i just hate to think i could be depressed but well i know that even what we don't want to see is real...... i hate it and well i guess when you think i just want to disappear and that thought keeps going through your head over and over that should say hey you no matter how much you don't want to see it or admit it, the thing is still there.......... it makes me angry!!!!! It's not like i see anything wrong with others being depressed i mean it happens but grrrrrrrr yeah i'll shut up now LOL Welcome to the message board. Depression makes me angry too because it steals my joy. Whether we want to admit to it or not after we find we can't drag ourselves out of bed or think a positive thought we have to face we have a serious problem. I waited many years struggling with it thinking I could get on top of my situation but I couldn't and after getting tired of feeling suicidal and continuing to wake up feeling like that I thank God found this board and got a better understanding of depression. I take the herbal medicine and it is helping keep my mood stabilized. Whatever you can do to keep your serotin level up whether exercise if you can get yourself moving I can't when I'm depressed ..read every positive message you can for reinforcing the good images to your brain. Sighing and Smiles told me about the women's choice vitamin and B-12 to keep my mental and physical well being stable. Sometimes we have to look at what's going on in our lives that brought the buzzard depression to our door. We have to sometimes take a second look at some unsolved pain. Many hugs and prayers!
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