Quote From: vrgasdavei too have a disability thats has made me a
NOT normal person, I have kyphosis a 80 degree angle (hump back) im 41, male, i never had a real girl friend a i didnt think i looked that bad, but apperently i do. and for the past 25 years or so, i'v delt with isolation from a lot of people. girls would never want to be seen with me. i was always the 3rd weel on dates. So yes i have been treated so badly i wanted to die and it must of been 1000 times i thought death would be a lot easier than this crule sucky life. and to this day i feel like death would be fine with me But prety Vs Ugly. no doubt pretty wins.
I'm sorry to hear those comments, because you ARE of worth...no matter what. I wish that more people could look past any kind of disability, or anything that isn't considered "normal" or "pretty", and see what's in someone's heart is the most important thing.
Please don't give up hope. I know life can be downright miserable at times, and so I know how hard it can be to try and be positive -- let alone want to live at times. I know that there ARE good people out there, who DO look beyond the "outer shell", it's just finding them. You still are at a great point in your life, lots of good things can be ahead of you. I don't have any easy answers to make life tons better, but I hope what I've said helps uplift you a little.
I don't know if you believe in God or not, I know that can seem hard at times too, but know that He does love you and that one day you WILL be perfect...but the time is up to the Lord. You are here for a purpose, and I'm sure that you touch other people's lives -- even though you may not know it. Try and remember that life CAN be worth living, despite all of its trials and obstacles. I've suffered with depression most of my life, so I know how hard each day can be, but I've also tried to always be thankful for even my smallest blessing. Again, I know it can be hard to feel that way, thankful for the little things or for anything sometimes, but I hope that you can find some peace and comfort in your daily life.
