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June 10, 2006, 6:49 pm PDT
hi im 38 soon to be 39 on the 19th of this month,
Quote From: grinny71
me grinny again, i'm 34 years old. been a cutter since high school..still am do it all the time. nobody notices so i'm not hurting anyone. i cut myself for many reasons; angry with myself, angry at my husband, my family, or i'll eat alot. i'm not sure what i'm supposed to be doing with my life, i talk and teach my kids what i know, but have never told them what has happened to me growing up. i just keep telling them how lucky they are for what they have, and are blessed with how much i love them. what is our purpose? i'm lost and confused...help! ive been doing the same thing since i was in elementry school and other things too.... i dont have kids and im single. there is no way that i could let other in on my lfe as i do the things i do. and besides when guys find out what i do they just cant deal with it . and i really dont want anyone to invade my privacy anyway, i love living alone with me and my stuff and my cats, we dont want anyone to envade our space........and when i get tinto those moods of mine.........so are you in treatment and if your not how come your not?????? you dont have to go because your cutting just go because your depressed the after a while talk about the cutting.........and other thing. just ease in to therapy.........and you can always talk about it here too there are a few of us here that do cut and burn and do other things to thimselves.....and everyone has a differant apenion of it.......you just need to figue out which on fits you the best...........i wish you the best of luck my friend.................tama
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