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June 10, 2006, 5:47 pm PDT

HAPPY SATURDAY EEVNING TO YOU... Hugs and prayers, SEA

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      me grinny again, i'm 34 years old. been a cutter since high school..still am do it all the time. nobody notices so i'm not hurting anyone. i cut myself for many reasons; angry with myself, angry at my husband, my family, or i'll eat alot. i'm not sure what i'm supposed to be doing with my life, i talk and teach my kids what i know, but have never told them what has happened to me growing up. i just keep telling them how lucky they are for what they have, and are blessed with how much i love them.  what is our purpose? i'm lost and confused...help! 



Where To Begin
By: SEA

I love seagulls and pelicans
Flying over waves of the ocean
I love seashells and sand
On the beach of I CAN

Footprints follow behind me
Leading from where I have been
Pointing to where I will go
A message to "Go on just begin"

I love blue skies and gulf mist
Sunlight sparkling like diamonds
from morning till evening moonlight
Paints a golden path out across ocean

I love Oleander bushes and palm trees
watching sandpipers scurry along beach
I love sound of ebb and flow of waves
In then out within sun and moon's reach

I pick up a large seashell up from the beach
The sunlight dances atop ocean in celebration
Holding shell close to hear waves from inside
Whispering wisdom of the sea "Go on just begin"



Have a Blessed Everyday
by: SEA

Today
Tomorrow
And in each memory you keep of yesterday


 
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June 10, 2006, 6:11 pm PDT

Hello...what sort of help do you think that you want? Help to not feel lost and confused...

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      me grinny again, i'm 34 years old. been a cutter since high school..still am do it all the time. nobody notices so i'm not hurting anyone. i cut myself for many reasons; angry with myself, angry at my husband, my family, or i'll eat alot. i'm not sure what i'm supposed to be doing with my life, i talk and teach my kids what i know, but have never told them what has happened to me growing up. i just keep telling them how lucky they are for what they have, and are blessed with how much i love them.  what is our purpose? i'm lost and confused...help! 

Hi...I am glad I found your post. You are welcome to share what happened growing up here (if you won't regret) or find a counselor to share with or create a diary to keep on diary option on this website. First link is one Dr. Phil give at link you will see above first post: General and Mental Health Resources. Hugs and prayers and I am glad that you joined us. SEA

Self-Injury Information

www.palace.net/~llama/psych/injury.html

Dr. Phil gives this number at the end of his book on page 255 for a psychologist in your area...

1-800-964-2000 (Referral to psychologist number Dr. Phil suggests)

 
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June 10, 2006, 6:49 pm PDT

hi im 38 soon to be 39 on the 19th of this month,

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      me grinny again, i'm 34 years old. been a cutter since high school..still am do it all the time. nobody notices so i'm not hurting anyone. i cut myself for many reasons; angry with myself, angry at my husband, my family, or i'll eat alot. i'm not sure what i'm supposed to be doing with my life, i talk and teach my kids what i know, but have never told them what has happened to me growing up. i just keep telling them how lucky they are for what they have, and are blessed with how much i love them.  what is our purpose? i'm lost and confused...help! 

ive been doing the same thing since i was in elementry school and other things too.... i dont have kids and im single. there is no way that i could let other in on my lfe as i do the things i do. and besides when guys find out what i do they just cant deal with it . and i really dont want anyone to invade my privacy anyway, i love living alone with me and my stuff and my cats, we dont want anyone to envade our space........and when i get tinto those moods of mine.........so are you in treatment and if your not how come your not?????? you dont have to go because your cutting just go because your depressed the after a while talk about the cutting.........and other thing. just ease in to therapy.........and you can always talk about it here too there are a few of us here that do cut and burn and do other things to thimselves.....and everyone has a differant apenion of it.......you just need to figue out which on fits you the best...........i wish you the best of luck my friend.................tama
 


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