Quote From: nekocats2I just logged back on and read you post. I not only saw you pain, but felt it also. You are a good person. I feel that. You see, I don't have many close friends either. I live a quiet lonely life. Yes, I am married, but, when it comes to friends and going out, I don't have that.
It is not that I am mean or existent, I am., I guess invisible.
You are not garbage. You are a person. A woman who hurts, cries, and feels pain. You are you. Please, don't ever call yourself garbage. You remind me of me. Trust me, not a place you want to visit. So, I will do what I can to reach out. I will give you my hand and reach to you. Grab you, and pull you up. Trust me, if I can make it, you can.
I am also from Oregon. Beautiful state.
Drop me a line if you choose. I would love to reach out and help.
Neko/Vickie
I don't mean to be mean, but do you know how many times I have heard this.? I have lost all hope. people say, hang in there, don't give up, things will change. And you know what...they don't. My life sucks and it always has and always will. I am ugly, never had a partner, never will. No children, except my cat. I was sexually abused all my life, and just plain not worth the time of day. I am not making any excuses for myself any more. This is my life and this is how it is. Nothing is going to change unless I close my eyes forever. That is the only way to make a new beginning.
Liz
