Quote From: lonalea200I don't mean to be mean, but do you know how many times I have heard this.? I have lost all hope. people say, hang in there, don't give up, things will change. And you know what...they don't. My life sucks and it always has and always will. I am ugly, never had a partner, never will. No children, except my cat. I was sexually abused all my life, and just plain not worth the time of day. I am not making any excuses for myself any more. This is my life and this is how it is. Nothing is going to change unless I close my eyes forever. That is the only way to make a new beginning.
Liz
I am sorry.
I do know how you feel. I really do. I too was sexually assaulted my life. I too, have my cats. My cats are my life. They give me purpose.
When, I am sad, they crawl next to me and purr. I do understand how it feels. I will admit, I do not know exactly how you feel. I have two children. Their father was an abusive ass to me. He hurt me. He pushed me into sex with other men for his behalf.
But, Liz, when you speak of the pain, I can understand. I don't mean to sell you short. My God, never. I know you hurt. I feel that and I see that. I feel you can find a way out. Just as I try each day to find a way out. I know it is dark and empty. I know it is an empty hole. I know that. But, please, try. Just, try. I will do what I can to reach out and help you. You are worth living. You are worth being here. You are a good person. I will continue to tell you that.
Neko/Vickie
