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June 12, 2006, 8:16 am PDT

Hi

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I have been physicaly /sexualy abused by a neighbor after my divorce i moved into apartment building my first apartment after so long marriage and said all my good mornings to my new neighbors and then one decides take it to peeking in windows stalking me and then finial steps to physicaly and rape abuse and then having him arrested after year court protection order it was viloated 8 times ,still getting threaten beaten and no police protection so my abuser threaten my life if dont drop charges he put bullet in my head and told me no matter where i moved to he find me well one day I up and left all behind and moved far away and rented first house i could find i am living poorly but alive then phone calls start and its him ,and past few weeks my state mind is i cant be strong and tried several times attempt sucide and did number upon my hand thirty cuts trying get urge guts just do my wrist ,inside me after my divorce its like all three of my kids forgot about thier own mother and dont have anything do with me and feel they blame me for tearing there family up and now this god inside i feel im not strong hang on and no one reach out too 

  

I like what you have written in your profile "Yourself" 

it is very lovely. 

  

I am so sorry about what has gone on in your life. 

It doesn't seem right that you are having to move and 

leave your stuff behind.  He is the criminal. Can you  

change your phone # and have it unlisted? 

  

Just know that we are here and can offer support and 

comfort. Glad you stopped by and I hope only the best 

things for you. 

      Hugs 

 
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June 12, 2006, 8:27 am PDT

Hello... You can find live links to some of below links by clicking above top post: "General and Mental Health Resources"

Quote From: bratzz

I have been physicaly /sexualy abused by a neighbor after my divorce i moved into apartment building my first apartment after so long marriage and said all my good mornings to my new neighbors and then one decides take it to peeking in windows stalking me and then finial steps to physicaly and rape abuse and then having him arrested after year court protection order it was viloated 8 times ,still getting threaten beaten and no police protection so my abuser threaten my life if dont drop charges he put bullet in my head and told me no matter where i moved to he find me well one day I up and left all behind and moved far away and rented first house i could find i am living poorly but alive then phone calls start and its him ,and past few weeks my state mind is i cant be strong and tried several times attempt sucide and did number upon my hand thirty cuts trying get urge guts just do my wrist ,inside me after my divorce its like all three of my kids forgot about thier own mother and dont have anything do with me and feel they blame me for tearing there family up and now this god inside i feel im not strong hang on and no one reach out too 

  



Hello Instead of Forever Good-bye
by: SEA

Sometimes when it seems
Nobody cares
Give life a chance
With all our prayers

Go wash your face
Then grab a notepad
Write SELF MATTERS includes me
I REFUSE to be sad

While you are thinking "What Next?"
So your heart will mend ...
Make a pact with yourself
To be your best friend

Don't say Forever Good-bye
When your heart has sunk
Instead remember Dr. Phil says
"God don't make junk."


(The Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network (RAINN))
1-800-656-4673 (HOPE).
www.rainn.org
It is FREE, it is confidential and it is answered 24/7.


Don't finish the job of hurting you that this stalker/rapist started. Keep reaching out for help like you have here. Glad you joined us and we want you to stick around. God forgives and anyone who has not "is not God"... Join God's cheering section for you today and don't be pulled down by this stalker....or anyone booing you. Don't let any person place or thing steal your joy... Never, never, never give up on you.... Hugs and prayers, SEA

A note about suicidal thoughts Thoughts about death or suicide are common in depression, and it's important to take such thoughts seriously. If you feel like giving up or as if you might hurt yourself, get help immediately:

* Call your doctor
* Go to the emergency room
* Call 911
* http://www.hopeline.com/6/suicide.asp
* http://www.hopeline.com


If you are in a crisis
please call
1-800-SUICIDE
(1-800-784-2433) or
1-800-273-TALK
(1-800-273-8255)

www.suicide-helplines.org
suicidehotlines.com


HOUROFPOWER.ORG has 24 hour New Hope & Teen Hope online counselors

www.newhopenow.org/counseling/liveperson.html

714NEWTEEN 714-639-8336



Domestic Violence: www.ndvh.org

1-800-799-7233

countries a-z:

www.hotpeachpages.net/a/countries.html

Note: On above click on Country, State and City
 


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