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Quote From: tamsue35

then took a ride then came home and then i watched the end of the Tonys and the news and went to bed... Mom told me the other day that i was not keeping my house as clean like i use to when i first moved in. and that i havnt been keeping up my lawn either. or myself. i havnt been taking showers or washing my clothes either. she said that i havnt washed my clothes in months. and thats true i have then in baskets in the kitchen i just havent taken then over to moms house to wash then . i just havnt felt like it....i sleep when ever i can and if i can i take as amny pills that i can to make me sleep. and then other times i am up all night and then i fall asleep outside in my chair. and i have fallen asleep on the toilet. or here in my chair. so im either up all night of i fall asleep in strainge places........i dont always eat. sometimes not for days at a time.... mom gave me a pice of paper that tells you about signs that your loved on needs help and me and mom both flunked.... i know im in a deep deep depresstion and ive just stopped doing everything i ware the same thing everyday enless i go someplace..... i dont take showers. i just wash my hair every now and then. i havent vacumed since i got my new vacume. i do wash the cats dishes and any other ones there are . and i do keep up with the trash . things are picked up but i havent dusted in who knows when and there is cat litter every where. i sweep up in the utility room where 1 cat box is but not where the other one is .. i do keep them both scooped. and clean litter. but dont vacume blackies liiter off the floor.....and i havnt change the covers of the love seat and recliner for a while so there is cat hair all over ...... but the furnature is covered........so i am not doing my job and mom knows it........tama