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ihave enought stuff animals and nick nacks for all to dust and vacume. and bring all of your swiffers with you if you dont have one we have a wal mart near by and a dollar gerneral sells them too. and so does wal greens.... so see i even need all of you tall members and those that dont get dizzy when standing on a latter or step latter because the celing fans need to be cleand and my things on top shelves need to be dusted too. because i sure cant get up there and i cant move the heavey things either..... so i will just have to vacume around everything... and im not picking up anything that will breake because if it will brake i will brake it trust me.....even if it is rubber made.... remember i fall off the floor and hurt my self....... i am scared to take a shower because i get dizzy and weak when i am in there and i have panick attacks too. ..... so i sit on the edge of the tub and wash my self that way. i cant get into the tub and take a bath because i cant get back up because of my knees ........ so i wash my hair standing up and bending over to wash it then that way it is easier. i dont mhave to get on my knees an lean over the tub that hurts my stomach and my knees..........i dont have a washer here so i have to take my clothes over to moms to wash and dry them. and i just dont feel like draging it all over there and back.......and you cant use the dryer and air conditioner at the same time cause they use the same outlet. and mom is home in the mornings.. so i sure dont want to wake her up..... i dont have the money to go to a laundry mat and its kinda dumb when i have a free washer and dryer to use...... and mainly i just dont feel like doing anything.........i have been needing to go pee for over an hour or more and i havnt even made it there either. i know i am going to have to push it out and even though i have to really go it hurts and is stressfull on my belly and other parts just to go........thats why i fall asleep at night because i am waiting to pee and i just fall asleep cause i got to go but it takes so long for it to come out i just fall a sleep. lol so maybe more info you needed.......but its true.........i better go.............news is on we have had terrable new here in Kansas.........tama