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June 13, 2006, 6:44 am PDT
Don't feel like the lone stranger
Quote From: lonalea200I am sorry that you say you understand but you don't because you give the usual repetative statement. I am sure you understand to a degree, but no one really understands. you can tell when someone understands when the words are not the politically correct statement that is given out when someone is depressed. I am not trying to be rude at all. I thank you for your message, it is just a repetative statement. No one really cares. I am sorry.
Liz I DO understand how you feel. I haven't been on the board lately because I have been struggling so hard with wanting to kill myself. So-called friends just take and take but when push comes to shove, they disappear. I don't think the repetitive talk is uncaring or misunderstanding people. I think everyone else can pull out of this but me. So, I can be uplifting to other people, just not to myself. It's funny how my mom didn't give me up, but she let me know she didn't like me very much at all. Even after she died, she still shafted me. Just when I think things are getting better, boom, the bottom falls out again. I keep falling for that over and over again. I'm 51 yrs old. You would think I would know better. The fact that there's something in me that hasn't let me kill myself yet to me is just another failure on my part. I can only try my best to hang on and listen to the other people on here that go through this and pray.
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