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June 12, 2006, 6:53 pm PDT
LIZ
Quote From: lonalea200But you have to be given it in the first place and I was not. I was born stupid, ugly and not wanted. And have been this way all my life. I am sorry if I don't want to live. I mean nothing to nobody. Not one person has benifitted from me being alive. Not even my pleasure. I am full of disgust at myself. I am garbage. I am sorry for going on and on. I am making the point that I understand what people have been telling me all these years. And what I have experienced all these years. I am giving up. I am sick of it. Why should I live in this? I am worthless. I would rather not live than live and be tormented all my life.
Liz I think most of us here can relate on some level to what you are feeling. I believe that is why we are all here. We as a whole here have (I'm going to say as a safe assumption) have experienced everything possible as a whole group. You will always find someone here that can relate to at least one of your circumstances. There's sexual abuse victims, cutters, drug addicits, divorcees, neglected, verbally/ physically abused, institutionalized, you name it we got. Even if it's not a good thing to have. Someone can talk to you and at least lend a caring ear. You have to give us a chance if you are looking for a chance. There's many loving empathetic people here for you.
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