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June 23, 2006, 8:08 pm PDT
Tina. If you could see my smile right now. I am SO, SO, VERY proud of you, TINA.
Quote From: tina83Hi, How are you guys doing? Good I hope, I'm sorry I really don't come around much yet I know your all here. Well just wanted to let you know that yesterday was my anniversary I made it 2years & 1 month as of yesterday. It has been really tough lately yet I just cannot let myself slip not after this long, last time I cut scared me enough where I know that can't be good I can't give up & I can't let anyone be the one to let me slip up. I don't know if I told you but I went to see a counselor bout' a week ago, I've seen her before, I met her after my last hospital visit, she's nice & all but I don't know whether to trust her enough where she can actually help me. Or like right now go with what she thinks is my problems & issues. I'm not going for myself, right now I'm only doing it for someone else cuz they think it will do me good & I know they got my best interest at heart. Last time I saw her was the first time in like almost 2 years. I didn't tell her much afterall it's just basically where you kinda make out a plan. I don't want to go back but I promised I'd give it a couple times which turned into 3 she said 2 just ain't enough. I don't know right now I don't see how she can help me. But everyone else sees it different so i'm in. I've been walking lately & today I walked almost 4 miles it felt good ususally just about 2 miles but I needed to go farther today because it was a hard day so was last night. I just keep going, Thanks for reading this.....Take CAre. Tina, it makes me smile too that you know you have a cheering section here rooting for your success in me and Tama and others. I am like you that I am so happy for your success I think...what more could counselor do... Yet, a better way to look at is that she has studied a lot and just know if it ever it doesn't feel right you can say no. However, why not play it by ear as maybe she can help you too. Sounds like you are beginning to feel comfortable with her and she might be some good added support to root you on live in person there. I am just SO happy for the way you are helping yourself so I have confidence in you and think you will use counselor you are seeing to enhance your life. We can always learn something from everyone we meet including counselors. I have learned to smile a lot with each goal you have set that you successfully reach. Sounds like you are using seeing counselor as a learning experience and it is normal to take awhile to trust. Most things worthwhile take time and you are worthwhile. In uncharted territory you have to play it by ear, keep your eyes open and follow your heart and when the time is right you will find your trust there. Keep the faith in you, Tina. We are.... So very glad you stopped by, Tina, to share this special day with us. (((HUGs))) xoxo
WOW! Four miles! I need walking lessons. Tigger and I usually top out at two miles and tonight just to the corner and back since storms supposed to arrive. I did get to stick my nose into a pink mimosa tree blossom and the scent was divine. Said lots of prayers today so I hope you caught all the blessings payed your way Tina. I feel like standing up on the chair and yelling... HOORAY TINA!!!... GO TINA GO!!! YOU CAN SUCCED! YOU "ARE" SUCCEEDING!!!
C O N G R A T U L A T I O N S
T I N A
SELF MATTERS INCLUDES TINA
God Bless Tina and God Bless Tina A Lot
*T ina, I am SO proud of you angel
*I t is important to be proactive just as you are
*N ever, never, never give up on our sweet Tina
"A lways remember to be your best friend and that SELF MATTERS includes Tina
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