Quote From: sweets537all the way home from work i thought about this forum. thought about how my anger and unhappiness has rubbed off on more people. every where i go i cause this. everything i do i cause this. i was never trying to criticize God. He is the only hope that I have to get me through this. But the way it was being thrown at me was to just pawn everything off on him and my life will be okay, and i find that hard to believe. I go to church, i read my bible, i pray, my son knows God. He isn't something that I keep quiet in my household. Yet he can and will only help me through so much. I have to deal with this depression and i have to deal with it today, tonight, tomorrow, and so on or else i can't be here for the great family that I have.
Sometimes trouble just shows up uninvited! You are not to blame for what went wrong here. So forget all about it if you can cause Honey you have enough to worry about. I am just glad to see you back, so I can avoid those rusty swings a little longer.
This sort of thing happens from time to time but really it is not the norm. This is usually a soft place to fall in an otherwise tough world. You should not have to defend your beliefs and neither should I. So let's not. Did you happen to see my post about how I am when my family is away?
((((((((( HUGE COUNTRY HUGS)))))) Mar.
