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July 25, 2005, 4:27 pm PDT
Depression
Quote From: hisjewelI am guessing someone said to you give everything to God and it will be ok....... what if i say it this way Let God be God and he will be there for you no matter how hard things are..... there are so many days i would just love to disappear but i know that God is there right by my side believing in me even though i don't believe in myself. Yes, we are to give all things to God but in doing that we have to let him keep those things which can make someone think Oh I've done that before and it doesn't work. It is about us really totally letting go of it all. something that I have a hard time doing. God can help us through all things He can do all thing but He is a gentleman and will force nothing on us...... He basically says here my love i am offering this to you but i give you the choice to take it or not........ I know that iti s soooooooooooooooooo hard to give things over to God there are things in my life that even though i know they don't belong to me that aren't of God I have a really hard time letting go of it I feel like an indian giver when it comes to me giving things to God a lot of times i say here and like seconds or minutes later it's like hey wait you can't have that........ well yeah i hope this makes since to you!! "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" it is by His power that we can over come..... sure we still have to face so many things but when we face them (the lies and all that junk) what do we do with them do we take them as truth and not let go or do we say God what do you think or does this aline with the Character and the word of God........ there are so manythings we can ask but well yeah!! "If you have faith the size of a mustard seed you can say to the mountain move and it will be moved" A lot of it isn't just in saying ok God here have it i don't want it but it is in steping out and proclaming at the same time...... stepping out on water yes this makes sense, its just hard for me to take that step and hand things over to God. I just want everything to go away at this point. I am unhappy in every aspect of my life, and i am trying so hard to find something positive, but i cant seem to see a light at the end of the tunnel.
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