Quote From: ladylorlor Please don't use money as a means to not get help. You're husband needs to watch your kids now before he has to raise them because you are dead. 12-20 pills a day is a lethal dose.
Narcotics Anonymous is a free organization where you can get help. And I don't know about your state's facilities and medical help, but if I were you I would go into debt to help before my children don't have a mother to take care of them. I might seem harsh but I just think you really need to get real Right now. That is a lot of pills and you might feel fine but I will tell you what your Liver is being destroyed by the day and your Heart is too. And every time you get in that car with your children you risk having, getting dizzy, losing conscientiousness, a heart attack, etc., and killing yourself, those children and maybe someone else's family, and My grandchild and Son and and his wife live in AZ AND Frankly: I am taking it very personal that you are putting my family at risk.
Please talk to your Husband, go to a meeting, go to a hospital, go to a church do anything to Just please GET HELP!!!!!
ok i understand where you are coming from but we need money to care and feed for are children....i relize i take alot of them a day for the one the doc does give them to me i dont go buy them from other people i do have friends who give me some...im in pain i was trying to figure out ifi have a problem or not my doc gives me soma and vicdion every 10-15days plus im also taking xanax now as of last week im in alot of pain i have alot of back problems and dont know what to do....id like to get off them but i cant goto a rehab for 30 days or anything i could go for the weekend to get detox off of them ...i dont get high on them when im driving so im sorry to hear you think im putting ur family at risk i dont beleive i am i dont know where im going witht his sorry but all i need is some help does anyone live in az here that know of any meetings for pain killer meetings thanks