Quote From: renagadeYou are right, God will give you what you need when you need it - trust me - He has done that for me sooo many times, and no it isn't funny - it's Gods Plan. God has given me wisdom when I needed it and will do the same for you, and you are doing the right thing by keeping yourself Open to His Voice - Just keep doing this and you'll never be wrong.
What happened to your family - can and did leave a very lasting fear on you - very declarative - but with the help of God, you will overcome.
Rog
I just told my niece today -- don't use the words IMPOSSIBLE, IT WON'T HAPPEN -- that closes all the doors. I also know that if it happens in my life, than I can handle it. I will either learn from it or it's a test to see if I got it yet.