Quote From: 86michelle
Hi!
My name is Michelle, I'm 20 years old and I come from Denmark...
When I was 12 I started having an unhealthy concern about my weight, and when I stopped being a competition swimmer 14 years old I got afraid of gaining weight... At this time my weight was 36 kg, think that's 72 pounds..
To make a long story short I developed anorexia and came into treatment at the age of 15. From I was 15 till I was 19 I struggled with the extreme fear of gaining weight. I was not sick but I still lived in old patterns both in the way I was thinking and acting. For those tough almost 5 years I thought whether I was going to live with this fear for the rest of my life! Horrible! According to the majority of doctors those who struggle with an ED will struggle with the fear for the rest of their lives (well, don't know what Dr. Phils opinion is about that). In the month of April I got so desperate, just didn't want to live in that condition for the rest of my life,cso I went to a meeting in Copenhagen with Benny Hinn. At the meeting Benny Hinn prayed for me and since then I haven't had any fear of gaining weight and I can see that I really need to gain weight! Fantastic!!! I have now gained 6 kg sine april and I have never been so happy in my life as I am now!
What took me through this struggle was my believe in God and that he wanted me to be totally free.. And he has been faithful!
Let this be an encouragement that you don't have to live in the hell of anorexia or the fear of gaining weight for the rest of your life! YOU CAN BE TOTALLY FREE!
If you want to talk, hear my story, get an advice or you need help, feel free to write me anytime. I would love to talk to you!
Hang on!
Michelle
that's great you sharing your story......... not only did the prayer and the healing happen but you held on to it....... often when things like that happen the person gets discouraged because they relapse or something thinking God didn't really heal them when really they let go it wasn't that God didn't really do it!! you go girl!!
