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September 5, 2005, 1:01 pm PDT
Trying to Quit Smoking?
Quote From: annpar55Hello everyone, I'm into a lot of gratitude tonight..I just wanted to share with everyone about the blessings I feel after watching all the suffering..I cut back on my TV today and did some stuff with my granddaughter, CAssie, this weekend..we went out to a nice restaurant last night and today we started a mosaic table..I am not very crafty, but there is one thing I do well..I leave pots on the patio and forget about them until they crack in the cold weather, so then they are able to crack some more and I make stepping stones or tables. I buy those plain stepping stones at Walmart, then glue the pieces of ceramic to the stone, then I grout it with either tile grout or cement, whatever I have in the garage..it's an easy thing to do and people love homemade gifts..anyway, that's what I did..my husband went to his cousin's to four wheel down the river, but I just wasn't up to it..we went back on the 4th of July..took the dogs, Cassie and our RV..it was an awful trip..I had just gone back to smoking and we had a storm, I didn't want to relive that..anyway, I'm still not smoke free..I've cut back is all I can say progress wise, but I will get my head on straight soon..I applied for a job at the Curves where I exercise and I know they do not want a smoker for the job..so I have to quit for that..wish my self esteem was high enough to quit for me again, but I'm just too weak right now..at least that's my excuse today..anyway, I just wanted you all to know I love you all..during this time of crisis in America, we need love..best to you all..Ann The tables sound beautiful. You will be smoke free, just you wait and see. I felt, that I would never quit. All my freinds and sisters quit quite sometime ago,and they were constantly after me to quit. I am not sure what finally possesed me to quit, but out of the clear blue, I decided, when I leave for work in the morning, I am not going to smoke anymore. And I have not. I do have to little ones, I adopted, after raiseing my family, the youngest biological daughter is 26, and I think it is the thought of them needing me for years to come, that finally made me decide to be smoke free. One of these days you will decide enough is enough, and you to will be smoke free. Good Luck and God Bless Gina
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