Replies to 'Anorexia'

hey i know you have had this message here for quite a bit and are probley so frustrated and feel so alone but you aren't!!!!!  I am sorry i should have responded when i first saw your message and didn't.

 

do you know why you aren't ready to recover yet do you have a reason?  Do you not think that since you came on here and posted that you want to be ready more then you think?  I think that you want it but your scared of it and that's whay you say that you aren't ready to recover.  i can see why you are saying that because you feel like you havae something that belongs to you and you don't want to give it up.  have you not noticed yet that you really belong to this it doesn't belong to you, your not controling it, it is controling you!!! 

 

Does anyone know that you struggle or are hiding it still? 

 

I have struggled with an ED since just before i turned 13 and am not almost 24 well if this would have been one day less then a week ago I would have had something so different to share with you about how i am doing now.  just then i wanted so bad to disappear which i am sure sometimes you feel that way don't you?  anyway so i finally had to look at myself and the child in me that has been so scared and bruised and put aside and say i am sorry!!!  I kept saying i don't know if i am ready i don't want to give this up i am so scared but you have no idea the difference there is in my life just in less then a week!!!!  I mean it is so different!!!!  you can do this and you want it more then you know.  i guess the question is do you want this eating disorder or do you want your health and your life?  is control and having something that belong to you really worth you losing what matters the most your life!!  please just think about these things and i am sure there are a lot of these things you think about but what is the you inside really crying out for?  you can do this!!!!  I would never want to see you live your life as long as i lived my like this it can change it can be different.  you don't want to be in the hospitle hooked up to iv's and all of htat now do you? 

 

well maybe this isn't quite what you wanted but well it is from my heart.  I have so much more i could probley say but for now this will be good!!

 

you can do it!!!!  you can give up the one thing you feel you want so much and when you give it up you will have gained the greatest thing your life!!!!!

 Hi,
I'm 18 and I had an eating disorder for six years. You will NEVER be ready to recover- there may be a point where you are better able to recover, but you will never be ready. It is the longest, hardest thing you will ever do, but getting better is the only reason that I'm alive. I would have died, and so will you, if you don't go get help. It is frustrating and horrible and it might be easier to just stay sick, but you will find that there is a life waiting for you that doesn't revolve around your eating disorder. You can do this!

Do you have any idea of the danger you are in??.Your body is still growing so why would you endanger your self this way..i have a request PLEASE PLEASE seek help BEFORE it´s to late.

hi hailee im 16 too and ive suffered bulemia and anorexia and binge purge disorders for about 4 years. i know where u r right now and how u feel if u ever want to talk my email is bluluver22@aol.com or look me up on myspace. my name is kalyne owens. stay strong. and even though i dont know u. i love u.

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