Quote From: kameofarmsI know what it's like to loose a child. I lost my infant son 20 years ago to SIDS. To this day I still mourn for him. Most days are ok. Other days like his birthday, the anniversary of his death still bother me. I always wonder what he would have been like, what he would be doing. I never got to see him crawl, say his first word, take his first step. My arms still ache to hold him. Losing a child is the most horrific thing in the world. They are supposed to bury us not us bury them.
Its not been a year yet since i lost my little girl to SIDS. She was six months old and just full of life. I put her down for her afternoon nap and she never got up. That day just plays over and over in my head, and some days it like a living hell. Just seeing other babies breaks my heart.
When yu say your arms ach to hold him, i know just how you feel, i would give all that i have just to hold her one last time.
