Quote From: jerrigriPlease call the crisis hot line. You are a danger to yourself. Most likely, nobody from the show ever even reads these posts let alone would do anything about it.
Please, please call for help now.
Hello, jerrqri, thank you so very much for even noticing me...I AM in counseling (have been since I was about 23), AND on meds, to no avail. I CANNOT seem to find a local Rx who is qualified to deal with this type of continuous abuse...and I absolutely believe that I'm dying...I cannot go into the hospital as my 21 y/o son lives w/ me, and he has bipolar and antisocial personality disorder as well as being learning disabled and developmentally delayed (although he IS 21, he has the mentality of about a 13-14 y/o) and I have no family or friends that he can stay with, or that can come and stay w/ him during my abscence. He and my Fiance DO NOT get along and I'm worried that they might get into a verbal disagreement whereby my Fiance might throw him out on the streets...my son CANNOT take care of himself, by himself and so I feel trapped in a dark corner with no means of escape...I've TOLD my Rx providers that I'm in serious crisis but nobody seems motivated to do anything about it....I feel like my pleas are falling on deaf ears. I even called the local rape crisis center and asked them if they had any classes, groups, etc. for victims like us, to which they replied, "no, we only have groups for women who need support, nothing for victims in crisis"....I screamed at her: "Than WHY do you call yourselves 'the rape crisis center?!?!' "
No luck anywhere....but, thank you again, SO MUCH, for noticing me..... :-/
