I can remember in the 70's when I was in a junior in high school starting to sniff lighter fluid. Only got a 30 second high. Later experimented with rolling lipton tea and smoking once. Knowing what I know now I apparently was in alot of emotional pain. Alot had already happened in my life and this made me 4get it temporarily. I am now on anti-depressants. I don't think the drugs started the depression . I was depressed first. I can also remember sitting in class and cutting my arm up with a razor blade. I popped whatever pretty pill was new at the time at least once. All this stuff I see in the paper about guns in schools and drug use and etc has always been in this world but wasn't advertised like it is now.
