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September 27, 2006, 12:10 pm PDT
Having a very bad day
Quote From: syllinI am unsure who your quote was too? were you addressing Camay or myself, I am syllin. I live in California, nowhere near Camay6, she is in Florida. If your information is for California, by all means-i am all ears. Regardless maybe you should try to post again, it could help someone else if not myself. and if u were trying to tell me, i did not get it. I did that one time too, had a long message and tried to post and i have no idea where the heck it went. I found out that if you hit that you wish to quote something, it always gets posted. i think that one time i hit replies to message or something. You have my curiosity aroused now. I would like to hear this different treatment. What i was trying to locate based on what i have read, was a treatment program that based its treatment on the Matrix Model. i would love to do a rapid detox but do not have the money, need the detox first then a good 30 inpatient program. No denial going on here. I know i have a problem, i just need help financially and someone to take care of my baby dog. There are a couple of other things that are extremely important too, that are necessary before i can go in. that is what worries me because i know sure as i am sitting here writing on line, if i do not get help within this year, there is no doubt in my mind, I will not see next year. I am in my mid 50's. matter of time before my luck runs out, health wise. I have written Dr.Phil 3 times and a couple of other talk show hosts asking for help. No one has responded and it has been almost a month now. it took me 2 yrs to get the courage to ask anyone. And i am beginning to think that all these people and treatment centers that u go look at on line that say, if you think you are addicted and you want help, CALL NOW --WE CAN HELP, YOU ARE NOT ALONE...get on the road to recovery, start living your life now, call...You know, hate to say this but words are cheap...in total i have written for help/inquiring of services now to 7 places and not ONE has responded. I feel much like Camay6 does, the light/hope diminishes every time we attempt with no response. Or they cannot work with our particular circumstances.I have no one else i can go to, no family, no friends, the one i had i shut out because i didn't want to break her heart when she found out the truth. and when she did she would have dumped me because her sister 10 yrs ago had a situation much like mine and she hated it and she was very condescending when talking with her. i have had enough rejections in my life, I cannot handle another one, so i cut her out before she did it to me. Let me know about the treatment..thank you... If you know of any good programs her in FL, Please let me know. I am nearing the end..............I thought Florida Detox was the answer to my prayers, but.............nothing if you don't have 15,000.00. There is a rapid detos in MI that is 5900.00 but it is for only 2-3 hours. Does not sound like enough time to me. Know anything about it???? I called my insurance today to see if they would cover Florida Detox, When she said yes, I was on my way to check in. Then......they told me they only cover 2500.00. I turned around and drove home sobbing yet again which is what I continue to sit here and do. Best of luck to you. If I can do anything for you, please let me know even if you want me to come there and help you through it for a day or two. I am like you, I am a single parent and cannot do a long term treatment program. If I could do Rapid Detox, I don't have a problem finding sitters a few times a week for follow up treatment, but just don't have anywhere for my son to go on a long term basis. Plus, I have never been away from him except a few business trips here and there. We are very close. he is all I have in this world and I owe it to him and myself to get well. I wish it was as easy as what they make it sound. I have not heard from anyone I have written to, I though that there were caring people in the world. I am losing faith in the compassion in people.
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