let me start by telling you i am married for 24yrs. and in march of this year i found out my husband is/ or was having an afair thou he said , anyway is cheating with a 29yr, and he is 54 she was was friend and we worked together and to top it off my 18yr. daughter is dating her brother so dad and daughter double date, my older daughter had to move out cause of my husband but she is on my side, i know it is hard but we have to stick together, my husband told me he feel out of love with me , and i don't understand how he can after 24yr, of marriage, and i was a good wife to him *** [but yet he was married 2x before his family told me look at his rack record] *** he told he just just don't want to be married anymore wants to be free and just come and go as he pleases, All i can say to you is like everyone is telling me keep you chin up and try to go on with you life i know it is hard but you have to fine someone you will be happy with and have fun, *** i met this guy and i am going out i know i an not divorce yet but if he can go out and be happy so can i *** he is nice guy and we go out just to dinner and talk at least 1 a week he makes me happy i know sometimes i feel bad i am doing this but like i said if he can have fun so can i . i tryed to keep my marriage together for 6 months and i am tried of crying and not eating i lose 24 lbs, and the other thing that got me strong is my 22 yr. daughter she told me *** mom you have to go on i know you are scared but i will help you anyway i can even come and help you get a job to get you on your feet and i don't want my kids when i have them , have to know there nanny by looking at pictures and they never get to see you and i see you in a box *** she made a lot of sense and i don't want to hurt her cause she is the love of my life so i am trying to be strong for her ,
************** so just try to keep on going and be strong and there is a God and he works in funny way , keep you chin up ,
If you ever want to chat i am alway on line aim, or yahoo AIM screen name is smagic613/// yahoo is smagicgs0613 or e-mail me at smagicgs0613@yahoo.com or smagic613@aim.com take care be strong GOD BLESS YOU AND YOU FAMILY hope to here from you
