Quote From: youngfannnand really i'm trying i working hard in school, im in all the highest level classes, and i'm getting a's in almost all of them. and im trying so hard, and im working. and im having fun. and to you know do something fo rme i shop, i mean ilike to shop. and my mom she thinks that i dont need the best of everything and i know i dont but if i save up for it what is she to say this. you may think say for collage yes i know i put my ENTIRE paycheck in the bank, i use my tips as spendong money. now i mean i know i have a lot of clothes i know that but i buy all of them and 1/2 of them are from last year because i fit into all that stuff... and i donno it seems no matter how hard i try there is always something worng with me... i mean im content in myself i know im good i know htat what im doiing is good that im leading a good life and that im making myself happy, but no matter how hard i try i cant make my mom happy/ proud of me. why?
hey!! i haven't popped in here in a long timeoooopppppppppppsssssss
sometimes people don't know how to be proud of someone or show they are proud or they just set things way to high or they need things to be them them them......... soooooooo sorry i never came back........ i never saw where you had written and i was like oh no......... if you were fully content with yourself you wouldn't be trying soooooo hard to add up fro you mom or should i say it wouldn't matter if your mom was happy or proud because you would be........ i can't make my mom happy and neither can anyone else....... she has actually in a mth period of time been in the hospitle 2 times because of either attempting or being suicidal...... and before that she was in for ceasures which i believe she was having because the meds she abuses and she well yeah just stuff....... i know it's not easy!! without my mom included in the pic i already always feel as if it is never good enough so haaa yeah
