Replies to 'Depression'

I am not new on the boards but I feel like I am, the boards are so different now.

I know that I am freak and don't get much posts, but that is ok. Sometimes I just want

totalk. I am used to being ignored, That is whatI like. I want to be free of all this crap and can't seem to get there. Every time I feel like I have a hold of it some other flashback comes and send me in a whirl.

I feel different from all other people, being ignored just reinforces that for me, I hide in the shadows, waiting for the day I die, I know that no one would notice that either.

I read Lablefree's post and she is "there" so I feel that I shouldn't even be here because I can't be there yet. I do start counseling soon, so maybe they won't ignore me there. I will just stay away, I really don't think this board is supportive or helpful.

I am not new on the boards but I feel like I am, the boards are so different now.

I know that I am freak and don't get much posts, but that is ok. Sometimes I just want

totalk. I am used to being ignored, That is whatI like. I want to be free of all this crap and can't seem to get there. Every time I feel like I have a hold of it some other flashback comes and send me in a whirl.

I feel different from all other people, being ignored just reinforces that for me, I hide in the shadows, waiting for the day I die, I know that no one would notice that either.

I read Lablefree's post and she is "there" so I feel that I shouldn't even be here because I can't be there yet. I do start counseling soon, so maybe they won't ignore me there. I will just stay away, I really don't think this board is supportive or helpful.

I am not new on the boards but I feel like I am, the boards are so different now.

I know that I am freak and don't get much posts, but that is ok. Sometimes I just want

totalk. I am used to being ignored, That is whatI like. I want to be free of all this crap and can't seem to get there. Every time I feel like I have a hold of it some other flashback comes and send me in a whirl.

I feel different from all other people, being ignored just reinforces that for me, I hide in the shadows, waiting for the day I die, I know that no one would notice that either.

I read Lablefree's post and she is "there" so I feel that I shouldn't even be here because I can't be there yet. I do start counseling soon, so maybe they won't ignore me there. I will just stay away, I really don't think this board is supportive or helpful.

I am not new on the boards but I feel like I am, the boards are so different now.

I know that I am freak and don't get much posts, but that is ok. Sometimes I just want

totalk. I am used to being ignored, That is whatI like. I want to be free of all this crap and can't seem to get there. Every time I feel like I have a hold of it some other flashback comes and send me in a whirl.

I feel different from all other people, being ignored just reinforces that for me, I hide in the shadows, waiting for the day I die, I know that no one would notice that either.

I read Lablefree's post and she is "there" so I feel that I shouldn't even be here because I can't be there yet. I do start counseling soon, so maybe they won't ignore me there. I will just stay away, I really don't think this board is supportive or helpful.