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October 17, 2006, 5:17 am PDT
Coping with the Death of a Child
Quote From: rsebastian7I lost my son in August of 2002, he was only 32. . It has been 4 years now. The pain is still just as bad as the day I lost him. When this had happened to others I didn't know what to say. Because no one knows the pain unless they have been through it.
It leaves a whole in a mothers heart that can't ever be filled again. I thought I was going crazy when I could swear I heard his voice. I would be doing something and all of a sudden he would speak to me in my thoughts. Things like Mom am alright. I'm with Jesus or I seen so and so today. It got so bad I ask my doctor about it. I was thinking she was going to tell me I was lossing my mind. But in a loving voice she said it was normal. It was our way of commuticating with lost love ones. I hope he never stops because I don't want to ever forget the sound of his voice.
To all the other mothers out there who have lost a child now I can say "I know the pain you are in."
I lost my son to suicide on friday sept 29th of this year. There is no worse loss than the loss of a child. It is a pain that burns deep inside and doesn't seem real. He had so much more life to live, but a woman broke his heart one to many times. His tormented mind and body could take no more. I feel so deeply for any one who has gone through or is going through this kind of pain. I hope that he is somehow at peace, I worry because he killed himself, but I have to believe for my own sanity that he is ok now. Sue
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