Quote From: richard_woodsMargaret...
Go to the POLICE......NOW.
Is this how you want to teach your children that a marriage should be like? Is this the type of relationship you want your Daughter to be in?
Your husband is much less than a man, and he has a distorted view on how "Men" should behave...In a word, he is abusive, and make no mistake...the longer you let this go on, the more of a chance it is that he *will* hurt you....BADLY...
If there is *any* part of you that wants this to continue because you feel "wanted", or even "loved"...you would also need help. You are throwing your life away... You are as much of a volunteer as a victim here...and your children are being put in harms way.
I could go on and on...If you don't want to end up like Hilda, you probably already know what to do. If you are waiting for people here to tell you to call the police and leave him, we are all doing so ...
Your childrens future is *your* responsibility...come to think of it, so is your own...so *be* responsible damnit.
Ya, you are right about ending up like "HILDA", I do get sick to my stomach and bad images appear through my mind when he is desperate for me and he comes out and say's"I will kill you if I ever see you with anyone else and then I will move to Mexico". I tell myself, he is poison since day one. I remind myself of him being in no status in this country. I also remind my self that he knocked my tooth out while holding my son. I just hate when he turns it out to be my fault if he does not see his kids. Every time I get ready to file for a divorce he says "I purfer not to see my kids if it wikll be on the courts terms of when I could". Also, he says " It may hurt at first, but I in time I will get over it". He lived with out his parents since his father was murdered and two years after his mother came here for treatment for her cancer and then died a few months later. I seem to forget how I can live without him, but I am manageing my feeling clearer then ever before. That is the truth about his ways. Thank you for your input.
MYSTICAL
