Quote From: gojennMy beautiful, talented 17 yr-old daughter ended her own life on New Years Eve 2005. My life ended that day too. Only I have to keep existing day after day after day with the empty space where she's supposed to be. Nothing makes it better. Time doesn't help. I'm just waiting to die.
I am so sorry about your daughter. What is her name? I do understand your pain. I lost my son to suicide on July 6 2005. I too feel like my life has ended. But I have another son who was left without his best friend. Brandon was 21 when he died and Garrett was 22 at the time. I know that I have to keep my self going for him.
There is a group called SOS (survivors of suicide) there may be one in your area. Everyone there knows how you feel. There is truley something to be said to have a place to go where everyone there has been thru the same thing as you...as horrible as it is. If there is not a group near by, there is always a phone contact person.
You just need a place to have someone hear your pain and really understand. Please don't stop reaching out.