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November 15, 2006, 7:24 am PST

Anorexia

Quote From: bjork12

Hi again,

Thank you, Brenda, for your answer... I don't know why, but lately I just can't sit myself down and read a book.  Any book.  Maybe I should try harder.  I think my mom has the Dr. Phil book.  Maybe I will borrow it from her. 

Anyway, this coming Thursday is my next trip to the dietitian.  I feel like I've gained 20 lbs since I've last seen her (2 weeks ago).  To recap, two weeks ago, I was three pounds away from being sent into treatment for the millionth time (though it's been awhile).  I really do feel like I've gained a lot.  I've been doing some thinking... my dietitian sometimes tells me that if I really feel uncomfortable with being weighed, that I can say no and not be weighed that time.  I'm so embarrassed by all the weight that I could possibly have gained these past two weeks that I just don't want her to know.  I'm considering taking her up on that.  I think I won't let her weigh me this Thursday.  I told my therapist this, and she said that she hopes my dietitian puts up a fight with me because she doesn't think I've gained more than a couple of pounds, but even that would be devastating to me.  I really don't want to be weighed.  I think I will refuse and just focus more on the nutrition aspect (god knows I use up her time talking about that).  I think that's what I will do.  Hmmm...



Bjork

Go ahead jump on those scales and say what I always say

1. Those scares are wrong

2.  Earrings do weigh heavey

3. Hair gel, spray or leave in conditioner counts too

4. Its amazing how heavy ANY clothing can weigh

 

I simply use humor to deflect thevile numbers the scales spew out.  If the numbers are really

bad I convert it into kilograms (divide the number in lbs  by 2.2 = Kg)

I know you are only fooling yourself - but it just makes it easier to work with.

And I made the mistake of haveing my husband with me once when I went to a dr appt

I had to be weighed so I slipped off my shoes, started to get on the scales and my husband

MOO'ed (just like a cow)  of course I burst into tears, the nurse (a very good friend of mine)

hit him with the chart - and I banned him from EVER going with me again.  He can drive me

(I'm legally blind) but thats it.  Thats why God made recpetion areas...for toddlers and husbands

 

Bjork as I said before (I know you don't want to hear this) your body HAS to have a certain

amount of body fat to function.  If you would just trust me on this from today until January 1

you will see I am right.   Right now you are not losing fat you are losing muscle

Your body is currently in starvation mode so anything you eat is going to be converted to fat

Fat helps your body maintain a consistant body temp whether you are sick or just outside

in the cold air.  Your body has to have fat in order to process certain enzymes and nutrients.

If for the next 2 or 3 monbths just eat normally - just find a way to do it - after your body is

convincedit is no longer at risk of going back into starvation mode - you will automatically

start to lose wight.  Your body will be more comfortable getting the proteins and nutrients

it needs on a regular basis.  And then when you exercise (moderation is still key) you will

lose fat and not muscle. 

You all remember Maxi - Maxi if you are out there POST ASAP.  She emails me on a regular

basis.  She finally agreed to give this a chance and it worked.  She is now in training for

a major kickboxing bout,  She said she has never looked this good or felt this good before.

I will send her a email and ask her to post so you can hear it straight from her.

And she is for once in her life HAPPY.

Bjork please just think about what I said OK.  GIve your body a chance to heal and it will

take good care of you in return. Remember be honest with yourself and anyone that is trying

to help you.  You are worth the truth.

 

Brenda

 


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