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November 19, 2006, 4:07 am PST
Childhood Sexual Abuse Support
Quote From: surf2010Sorry if this is a lil weird but this is my first time posting anything....anywho I am 15 years old and when I was 5 I was molested by someone who I thought was my best friend. He tried to rape me but he didn't put.....you know... in me.....but he put it down there........ I'm sorry... it's really kind of embarrassing to talk about. It haunts me every single day of my life and I have nightmares all of the time. I now have Bi-Polar disorder and am on 3 diffrent kinds of medicene. My heart goes out to everyone that has had to go through somthing like this.In my family no one understands and just waves it off it seems like. I don't know what to do..... HELP!!! Hey...I was in the same boat at your age...don't worry about being embarrassed...Of course it's embarrassing! I understand the haunting feelings and the nightmares..been there done that...if you are on meds and counseling that is your road to recovery babe...stay on it...this is still a little fresh for you so be patient with yourself...journaling is always good...you can clear your head...say whatever you want...organize your thoughts....and look back on your progress as you go....hang in there....you obviously are a toughie! We are here whenever you need to blow off..and I am praying for you!
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