Quote From: maxiHi guys!! Hope you are all ok today!!
Have to tell all of you that Im actually doing very well at the moment. Strange but true. I decided to tackle my ED in exactly the same way that I did when I stopped taking drugs. I refuse to live if Im not going to be happy (Id much rather kill myself then), so, to be able to achieve that I obviously cant be a prisoner to anyone or any thing. Im still experimenting here, so dont laugh if I fall flat on my face now, lol! Ive started eating healthy again. Ja, its true! Im eating enough to keep my body running well, but obviously Im staying away from fatty foods, processed stuff & any sugars thats not completely natural. (This way I still get a feeling of control, so in that regard its ok) I still have nagative feelings all of the time, and believe me, I "FREAK OUT" at least 5 times a day.but then I just calm myself down & start over again! It feels very awkward, I must say, but I look healthy, Im fit (can actually train propperly now!), and believe it or not, IVE GAINED WEIGHT, BUT IM STILL THIN!!
I am so proud of you. I know you are not one to trust ANYBODY ANY WHERE ANY TIME
but I am so glad you decided to trust me. Would I let you down...... HA ! Can't wait to
hear about the results of the big bout...no pics I don't want to see you bruised and bloody - LOL
Just keep up all the good work and kick some butt
Lots Hugs
Brenda
