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July 26, 2005, 3:57 pm PDT
 Quote From: sweets537 well the morning wasn't too well for me. i had tons of anxiety and i was very overwhelmed. but the afternoon went good for me at work. i was like a totally different person. i felt much better once i talked to the ex and knew that my little man was doing good. took some pressure off i guess. my husband is working late tonight so i decided to come to my moms house and visit. keeps me from sitting at home and staring at the paint on the walls until it falls off. ha! either that or i cry until i have to wash my pillow cases. poor husband called me a little while ago and asked me if i had forgotten some white clothes in the dryer. I said "well i dont think so...why" he said well this white shirt that i have on smells horrible and all the guys at work told me to go home and change that i stink. all i could do was laugh, i can't even remember what clothes i washed last. poor guy!
I didn't have a very good morning either, nor a good day. In fact my day was terrible! But I am trying to have a better attitude tonight. I miss my little ones too because they make me smile when ever I look at their little faces. I am the same way you are. I can not go on with anything unless I know that everyone is okay. I think it may be even worse now since I closed my company, because I got so used to seeing them all the time. Now that I am working again, I miss them and they miss me. I tell you kids will eat your heart out!
My husband has had some similar plights with his laundry too. Funny enough nothing seems to piss me off more than laundry. I hate doing laundry so if anyone in my family says anything about me not doing it well I will bite their heads off. Once I got so busy with the kids that I forgot his shirts in the washer and he kept saying how smelly he was. It was so funny because he was trying to say it in a nice way because he knew what would come if he didn't.
One day he and my daughter came to me looking for jeans at 10 at night. I had been up since 6 and was so cranky. LOL I said G, are you still expected to work at 10 at night? Do people call you and demand that you finish their work right now when you are trying to go to bed? He said No???? I said your work stops at 5:30 and so does mine. I do not want to hear your laundry issues past that time so SUFFER!!!! They laughed their heads off at how bitchy I was. But you know it still makes me mad just talking about it! LOL!
I think it is always good to et a change of scenery when you need to get your mind off of things. I am not sure if it is healthy or not but when I am busy I forget about my problems, when I have time to grieve than I do, and it certainly doesn't make me feel any better.
I hope that you enjoy your visit. Many blessings Mar! |
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