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December 6, 2006, 3:17 am PST

Depression

Quote From: yesyoucan

And what a good idea to make an appointment for your sixteen year old too. I don't think counselor will judge you as harshly as you are as afterall you gave yourself a death sentence. Your husband is likely concerned your getting help might result in his having to make some changes. First link below is for gamblers anonymous yet has help for family and friends of gamblers too. Be up front with counselor about your husband's gambling problem. Often times an addictive personality such as gambler or substance abuser will have rest of family looking clueless when instead gambler or alcoholic etc. needs to get a clue their behavior is depressing and clean up their act. Hugs and prayers and GREAT to see you still around and keeping on keeping on. That's the best thing we can teach our children IS to not give up on themselves and that they deserve to reach our for help whenever needing help. Afterall we all do sometimes. SELF MATTERS INCLUDES YOU. (((HUGs)))

http://www.gamblersanonymous.org

HOUROFPOWER.ORG has 24 hour New Hope & Teen Hope online counselors

www.newhopenow.org/counseling/liveperson.html

DOMESTIC VIOLENCE LINKS FOR HELP

Domestic Violence: www.ndvh.org

1-800-799-7233

countries a-z:

www.hotpeachpages.net/a/countries.html





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thank you again. i am at my witts end. i just went online to try to check my bank account just to see if there is money to put in the car for gas to get to my appointments today and i think they have frozen my account or something. it just says to contact them. i am freeking out. i am really nervous about my appointment today. i love my husband very much but i dont know what i am going to do. he does not understand what i am going through. he does not understand depression at all even though i think he is going through it as well. we did try the G.A. but he did not continue to go. we went to one meeting together. it was just orintation but it was also AA and NA all together. he did not feel confortabale with all the people so he left. he told me that he can do it all on his own but obviously he cannot. i have told him that if he spend one more penny then me and the kids are gone but i cant stick to it. he knows that i have noplace to go. my family live in another province and i cant take the kids. i dont think i would go to my parents place anyway. i wish i could write all that is going on but it would take up about 20 pages. it sounds like i am crying over nothing but when i put all the nothings together then i makes a huge deal. when i think about it all i have a panic attack. i dont want to take my meds for that because that is what i took on the weekend( and last year when i did the same thing). i was so sick after that i cant even think of taking it again right now.i just feel like there is no end to it all. i told my mother yesterday what happened, what i did. she was happy that i made my appointment. she keeps telling me that it will help but i am still very nervous about going. i am afraid that he will look at me and tell to grow up stop crying nothing and get on with it. i honestly have the hopless feeling this morning that i had on saturday. to be honest i am glad my kids are home right now or i really dont know what would happen. i had to drive billy(my husband) to work this morning and it was an argument about money of course. then i come home and see that i cannot access my bank account. THIS SUCKS!!!!!!!!! ok i am going to stop sulking now. i have to drive my daughter to school. i will be back on later. thank for listening.
 


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