Quote From: newfiegirlYou are a strong, hard working woman by the sound of it and you need to stop being hard on yourself. You are working 2 jobs, handling a household and kids. It sounds as if your husband is very self centered like mine is. Everything is me, me, me. Is the youngest child yours? And not his? He needs to get over it. I sympathize with you. I feel the same thing, except you are doubting yourself and I'm not. I know that being a good mom to your child is everything and if the men in out lives cant understand that, then they need to grow up...big time...
Thanks for the support! I do feel I am hardworking but yes, I am also my worst enemy. I doubt myself too many times and that opens me up to more stress. The youngest child was mine but he adopted him and was thrilled. I try to tell myself that it is inexperience that is crippling me at time, but I am also a patient person-sometimes too much so. I am always telling him that my children are my purpose and I do hope he will feel that way someday!!!!!!! Until then, I am going to continue to try and do what I need to do but hope that someday soon that there will be some time left for me to recharge-I just hope I don't burn out first.