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January 16, 2007, 12:14 pm PST
 Quote From: makenah Hello everyone... Jenna, Cathy, Whitney, and Family:
I have written on the board about how my Mother just passed away in May, I will be married 3 years in May. While Hospice was comming to accomidate my Mom, I had anemia received 2 pts of blood, and 15 wks of Iron Infusions. A colon....., etc. 3 weeks after my Mother died my Husband was going in for an emergency open heart surgery and He could not figure out why I did not spend every night in the hospital with him and I did spend 4 nights with my Mother... How much can I take.
I accidently made a double post in my checking account and bounced a check in MY account. I paid for this mentally and physically... god how much can I take. I am just a LOOSER in his eyes.... God I need help.
Mryan... Your story is heart wrenching. Since my mother and father passed away I have problems being in the hospital... Bad timing isn't your fault and just sad as understandably you were already emotionally drained from losing your mom.
I was a basket case and at first Lynn was going to take my mother to Arlington National Cemetery for burial there with dad because I felt too overwhelmed with the travel plans. I was overcome with immense grief and was concerned I couldn't bounce back yet watching Joel Osteen of Lakewood three times a week helped me. He lost his dad in 1999. Too bad banks aren't like they used to be. That's no fun having a check bounce. I think I have had one for twelve dollars in my early 20's because usually my first husband went to bank on Friday but didn't yet didn't tell me. Cost more to pay fine at store and bank than check was written for. You are not a loser and just not perfect either like the rest of us, including your husband. We all do the best we can do and we all make mistakes. I have 20/20 hindsight on lots of things and I'm hoping and working towards 20/20 foresight being present which I found is hard to do if I beat myself up over past errors and omissions. Have you been to grief counseling. There are group grief counseling sessions at churches etc. and if you call around or call a Social Worker or Chaplain you might find one nearby you. Usually FREE or only about 50 cents a meeting. Oh, and if you need some help being over drawn you can check into Shared Ministries at church too... Many help out with $$$ when needed. You wouldn't want someone you are helping to feel badly so don't you hesitate to reach out for help when you need it and let others feel good helping you too. Actually, I'm reaching out for help right now so pray a prayer my way too as i will for you that we both get some healing help of the miraculous kind. Off to light a Holy prayer candle for you and me. Hugs and prayers and be right back. SEA HOUROFPOWER.ORG has 24 hour New Hope & Teen Hope online counselors www.newhopenow.org/counseling/liveperson.html 714NEWTEEN 714-639-8336 714NEWHOPE 714-639-4673 |
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