I really dont know where to start. But I would like to know what your disability is? If you dont mind me asking. Just think of it this way. No body is put on earth for no reason. I hear that a lot. But still there's something out there for all of us. Not sure if you believe in God. But if no body cares about you, just remember this God loved us even before we were born. I dont know you but I do care and I feel for you. If I didnt I wouldnt be writing this right now. So if you dont have a friend there at home. I am your friend online. I know how it feels to be alone. I get that feeling a lot. But still I keep going on living. I hope for things to get better and that whats keep me believing. What keeps me living is my nieces. They are my life. Without them I really dont think I would care if I died or lived. I love my mom but still. My nieces are my angels and my babies. Theyre the light of my life. They dont know it now. Because they are still very little. So that what keeps me going on every day! So find someone in your life. That you love and cares about and just think of them everyday. And tell yourself if you died would they care. It doesnt have to be a person. It could be a pet that you love so much. I got this dog named Roscoe. Hes my baby. He always knows when I am sad or if I need a hug. Hes always there for me when I need him. So just think about what I told you alright. By the way my name is Amanda
Depression; Fibromyalgia; periphail neuropothy, or neve damage to nerves that control motor functions/
Paralyzed in the mornings, severe pain and muscle tightness, daily.
