No burn scars. You know, I guess you would have to be me for a while to get how people act and react. Wearing a disguise like Jay did just doesn't get it. We only got to see him around strangers-that was bad enough. What I was trying to point out in my earlier messages, is people that I see all the time-like the people at church. I think they're afraid that I might want to be friends-I don't. That's one reason they act that way.
I also said that I looked retarded. OK, can't you use your imagination? Can you see yourself making love to a homely retarded man? Being friends? Do you have any retarded friends? That has a lot to do with it.
