Quote From: brady1177I cannot believe that as a mother you can sit there and justify your actions as being ok! You are not fit to be a parent and I would highly recommend that CPS take your children out of your home immediately!
I was in your daughter's shoes. I've hidden in the closet! I've been afraid that if my mother even saw me she would go into a rage so I hid! I hid not only to protect myself but to also keep her from being angry over something else I may have missed! You are crazy! The damaging words you are saying and have said will echo in your children's minds for years to come. Even if you stop saying things now they will still replay that over and over in their own minds! If you want a future relationship with your daughter you need to seek professional help!
My mother suffered from Bi-Polar Manic depression. I was mentally and physically abused. She never received help and neither did I. We have no relationship. She is not invited to my wedding. I hold no good feelings towards her at all. I despise everything about her. I am afraid to have children and become like her.
You are disgusting and ill and you should not be a mother! A cat is a better mother and nuturer than you are!
brady1177
Dear Brady1177,
Please never give up on the dream of having children because of your past if a child is what you desire in the future. I too have a so called "mom" that is a Bi-polar manic. I have lived through total "hell" with her and my alcoholic father. And today is really no different than it was as a child except there is no more beatings but the mental abuse still sometimes exist when I allow it to happen. But I was able to escape when I was 18. In my early 20's I decided I wanted a child. Each day I wake proud and relieved to I know that I will never being like her or my father for that matter. My child brings joy to my life and I could not imagine life without her. So please really consider on NOT LIMITING yourself of because what happen to you in the past. Only you can choose what path you want to travel in your life. I did and even though I stumble on a few pebbles every now and then, I know I have a wonderful life with a wonderful child who I truly love.
