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February 25, 2007, 2:50 pm PST
New drugs may help
Quote From: emissylI KNOW I'M GOING TO DIE OF ANOREXIA, BUT I CANT STOP . ALTHOUGH I'M 92 POUNDS AND I KNOW TOO SKINNY, I LOVE WATCHING THE SCALE NUMBERS GO DOWN ANYWAY.
I JUST CANT STOP TAKING DIURETICS AND LAXATIVES . I REFUSE TO EAT ANYTHING AFTER 2PM. I REFUSE TO EAT ANYTHING BUT BAKED FISH AND SALADS. I DONT GO OVER 500 CALORIES A DAY, SOMETIMES EVEN THAT SEEMS TOO MUCH. I HAVE ALOT OF DIZZY SPELLS AND MOST OF THE TIME I CANT TAKE A DEEP BREATH. I KNOW I'M GOING TO DIE, BUT I JUST CANT HELP MYSELF. I DONT EVEN THINK ANYONE CAN HELP ME BECAUSE THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES ME HAPPY IS THOSE SCALE NUMBERS GETTING SMALLER.
WHILE I'M HERE.......I WAS JUST CURIOUS AS I WATCH TOP MODEL, DO ONLY US WHITE GIRLS GET ANOREXIA???
I NEVER SAW A BLACK GIRL WITH ANOREXIA. IS IT BECAUSE THEY ARE RAISED WITH MORE SELF ESTEEM OR AM I TOTALLY WRONG IN MY ASSUMPTION? Some more recent research has indicated that there are better
meds to treat the brain imbalance seen in women with anorexia nervoso
that have been used in the past. It seems anorexics, either from
a genetic susceptibility triggered by "regular" dieting, or as a
result of the disease, have an imbalance of brain chemicals that make
the desire to keep getting the rewards of losing weight a compulsive
activity. Medicine might help take away the compulsion to see
those numbers keep dropping "perfectly", and keep you from
killing yourself as a side-effect of that perfection.
Funny you should bring up the race discrepancy. It isn't true
that only white girls get anorexia nervosa or other eating disorders,
in fact, eating disorders are on the rise among blacks; just
check out xanga if you have any dougts asbout that. . In very
general terms, having some "jelly" is more accepted or desireable
in that culture, and being too thin can make a person the object
of fun or even insults. ("Some day some man might take you, skinny legs
and all").
In fact, I got giggled at by some ( and I'm not being sarcastic,
here) charming young black women at Express the other
day. When I came out to the three way in slim
cut pants and checked out my rear, the young women seated in the
waiting area started to giggle, amazed at the skinny white girl (me)
who thinks being a coat hanger is cute. I looked pretty good, but
to them my slim profile is a defect. They weren't mean spirited
about it, but it was pretty clear that they were laughing because
of the differences in culture of white and black.
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