Dear lady,
I feel so sorry for you, how my heart and love go out to you. I am glad at least you have your doctor that you can tell your problems to. He really must have been horrible to you to have broken your spirit, and think yourself as worthless. You must find it very hard with being ill plus suffering from depression on top of it, to handle your situation. Please dont feel sorry about his bad heart, he doesnt have any form of compassion or kindness towards you. You must look after yourself now, especially since you are not well. You didn't mention anything about children so i presume you dont have any. Well, thats one blessing anyway, Please feel free to contact me if you wish.
Love,
Lory(maria3255)
