Quote From: ritehereOr better yet, scroll up the page and e-mail Dr Phil. You are obviously in torment. You have done a very courageous thing to talk about yourself this way, it's a sign of health. The fact that you stopped going to the church that had the lecherous pastor shows that you protect yourself from others, yet you feel a need to punish yourself. I know that the pain within is worse than the pain you inflict. Please consider talking to a professional? These message boards can be so helpful, but there's only so much you can get from it. Maybe your mission in life is to beat this thing, so you can help others to do the same.
But not in the way "normal" people do....
I do my own thing...Pray and light candles...
drop off groceries to I know hungry people and I'm not saying anything else because it just wont count. Your NOT suppose to tell your good deeds and no one ever should tell ANY how to go about and fellowship and if they do well there just a big fat Binnie PLUPPPPPPP!