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April 7, 2007, 5:27 pm PDT
coping
Quote From: spellforce
Its not been a year yet since i lost my little girl to SIDS. She was six months old and just full of life. I put her down for her afternoon nap and she never got up. That day just plays over and over in my head, and some days it like a living hell. Just seeing other babies breaks my heart.
When yu say your arms ach to hold him, i know just how you feel, i would give all that i have just to hold her one last time. I know how you feel when you say you would like to hold your child one more time. I lost my baby boy on Nov. 9, 2006. I was full term he weighed 7lbs.10oz. I had become pre-eclamptic and starting having seizures at home and was rushed to the hospital, they had to do an emergency c-section. my baby was very critical as was I, he was transferred to another hospital about an hour away. I was on life support for 3 days, so it was three days later when I found out he had passed away. I never got to hold him, touch him, kiss him and I just barely remember seeing him in the incubator when they brought him in my room before he was transferred to the other facility. I hurt so bad every day there is not a day goes by I don't cry.
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