Quote From: ritehere How did shopping go with your Mother? Did your assumption that it would be a trial come to pass, or did you focus on the positives and turn that assumption into a lie?
The weather has turned cold again here too, from the 70's to the 30's. BBRRRR!
I know that I'm living to a pattern and as I read the SECRET ... I'm getting a good handle on how my own personal thoughts are creating the world I live in. My mom did start on her negative train about someone .. and I told her 3x I didn't care to go that deep into it. People will make their own mistakes and you know that you can say something and it will be ignored ... and then there are times when you just know that it's not worth opening your mouth. She got really pissed off and said STOP TALKING TO ME ... and I said okay. We were fine after that ...
I know that she's my mirror of healing ... and she knows that I'm just going off and doing my own thing now. I'm not owned by her anymore. It took me years to finally realized that the only reason I'm just following the patterns of behavior I was raised to live. As I break thru those patterns, new ones are forming and I'm making the decision whether or not to stick it out or not. I'm finding that I'm making peace with all sorts of behaviors .. and that my NOT ENOUGH TIME is slowly going away.
Now I'm telling myself all the time I HAVE ENOUGH TIME ... and me bringing snacks with me so that I eat ... helps me to keep my blood sugar levels even and my moods better.
And I had to clean off 6" or more of snow off my car this morning! And Easter is going to happen on Tuesday!!! My brother won't be able to make it over here tomorrow .. the roads will be a mess for a couple of days. We went from 80 degrees on tuesday to 30's and below!
