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July 27, 2005, 10:57 am PDT
Sweets
Quote From: sweets537i am not sure if i want to work our marriage out. i can not really explain why i feel this way. he isn't the same man that i fell in love with. i can not be happy with myself therefore i can not be happy with my life. he tells me that he can't be the affectionate person that he is because everytime he tries to touch me i push him away. i can't even stand to go home and i dont know if it is because of him, or because those walls in our home depress me even more. i am really confused about the whole thing. i feel like i am in this whirlwind and i can't see out because of the fog and confusion. he tells me that he has realized that he can't make me happy or give me the life that i want. how do i answer that when a part of that i feel is true.... If you read your words you will see this that you are feeling is coming from your depression and has nothing to do with your hubby. Sweets you really do need to be talking to your doctor about what's going on with you. There is no reason to lose a good relation because of depression. I am sure you have not fallen out of love with your hubby it's that buzzard clouding your way right now. Depression makes you pull away from the people you love all this that you are feeling is what I have gone through. Once you can understand all this has to do with depression Sweets you can know how important it is if you want to find happiness for yourself how hard you have to work for this. Listen to all the things you hear of what helps others here Sweets. It was my goal when I came to seek a new way for me. I listened to those who were stronger through religion. I listened to everything people used from books to positive thinking to as you can see vitamins. I am determined not to at least try everything to get better before I toss in the towel on myself. You have to think about your son also Sweets what if he starts having problems with depression when he grows up don't you want to learn to be a great example to him and a great resource of information? This message board is not only a place to talk about your problems but what a better place to learn what helps from the PROS dealing with this disease. Many hugs I know this is not easy and my prayers are with you and your family. I pray this will get better for all of you!
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