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Quote From: jenn1862

 When I reported my sexual abuse to my mother 14 years ago at age 9 , she denied me  and smoothed it over with "You  wouldnt want your daddy to go to prison would you?" and drove me by a prison.  And to add to that my mother's friend wrote me a letter said to me "Settle down, you just need to learn that your daddy shows his affection in different ways"  Than she wondered why I grew up with mental problems and emotional issues, on top of the fact that me and my sibling were already being emotionally and physically abused.  Than denied me when I was molested as a teenage by a fellow classmate.  When I see shows like today, it brings back such rage,even though I decided to 'forgive' 6 years ago.  I thought i had dealt with it , but after feeling so much rage during the show today, I dunno.  And so mine and my parents relationship is a big facade for other relatives, to them it was a "I didnt see anything happen did you?" and we moved on.  And other relatives wonder why i dont want to attend their up and coming anniversary party or any other function for that matter.  can anyone relate or give me support on how to move on for good? Sometimes  I wish I could forget.