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May 4, 2007, 10:08 pm PDT

Hi Ryan

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Hi

 

Not sure where to begin. I am a frequent watcher of this show.  I'm a young adult with depression and anxiety for quite awhile now.    Being a male with these has been rough. 


Thank you for doing the bully shows! I was bullied in school and sure wished more was done at that point. I was hospitilized in the psych ward because I wanted to hurt myself /others. I was also locked in my room from the inside by my parents.  This is really tough to talk about.  I really do care about people and can relate.  I've been on so many different meds and have seen many therapists.  I would like to go into more details about my not so good therapy experiences, however I am lucky to have seen one therpist for quite awhile.  I'm not here to judge or to say therapy is a bad thing. I just want to feel that I'm not alone and don't want others to feel that way, know what i mean?  Loneliness is such an awful thing. 


I am doing much better thanks so much to music!  Music does wonders.  I am the organist at 2 churches and am on staff at my junior college playing piano for 3 choirs.  People are so nice there. I also sing, play violin,& percussion,&handbells.

 

Thanks so much.  I feel better. 

Hope to give and receive support,

 

Ryan

I am also a young adult with bipolar 2 and sociophobia, I am a female and I don't know whether that makes it harder or easier not.  I have had this illness since I can remember.  I am so sorry about you being locked in your room that must have been horrible.  I spent a good 15 years in my room just voluntarily because of my illness, I just wanted to be in there with the door shut safe and alone.  They did not get me any help, but they did get mean exorcism for my antisocial behavior.  Didn't work, LOL!  My therapist is excellent and we love to joke about that in group.  I have gone through so many sets of meds but I think I havce got the right ones now.  I am going through a major depressive episode and I feel lonely, too.  Just reading your post made me feel better.  Thanks for posting!  I love music, too.  I play wind instruments only.  I sing too, but I suppose that is a wind instrument too!  OK my jokes stink.  My favorites are trumpet, flute, piccolo, and bari sax.  I want to learn how to play the violin so badly, but I can't afford to buy one at this time.

Well, have a good one,

Unshine

 


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