Quote From: lostgirlI do appreciate to your repsonse, that is very nice of you I do need a lot of prayer and I'll prayer for you too. I do struggle a lot with my mental illnesses it's also hard to be in a intimate relationship. I'm on medication for my biploar 1and thats hard also. I was diagnosed this year in May for it, on top on the other mental illnesses it's hard also. My past was so traumatic, I'm trying to go on and let go and let God. I'm finally starting to trust God, after all these years I'll be turning 40 soon. One day at a time for me and deal with my depression and RAGE. I pray and ask God to help me :0)
Thank you so much for your support :)
XOXOXOX
Hey me too....I am so sick of the labels I got tons...Heres a trick and it is 100 percent tried and true. Trust me. Once you 100 percent let go and let god I mean turn your complete will and care over to him without EVER EVER takeing it back and like give it to him release it in "BLIND faith" then the battle is OVER you are finally free....
That is the big secret to the universe....Everything else comes.....
It is the "self" conflicts the giving it and taking back the big build up and bring it back again that is the mind benders. When you reliase that addiction is addiction is addiction whether it is booze,weed,ciggerettes, whatever and you turn it all over then its off your head. If your having problems with "GOD" it may be reliogious issues and not the "heavenly father at all....'
So just think of him as GOOD ORDERLY DIRECTION sounds like that is where your going to me.....xoxoxoxox
