serene....i am afraid to count "my time" because each day is what i ahve to focus on....i've had "more slips than jc penney's" which is an expression i've heard more than once....so, really, i only have today. i have an AA 24 hour coin and a serenity prayer coin from a christain book store...i carry both with me even around the house to remind me about TODAY...and to keep me in today. i am anxious about tomorrow but only have to be here now...and tomorrow will be there tomorrow....
i really identify with your "almost"...but you can do it again and have just each day to live clean and sober ...there are days for me when just the minute or hour of sobriety is IT...and then the day is finished and i am still sober, sane and still recovering...
be safe and well...patty
