You had better get in touch with your doctor very soon to get your meds adjusted. It seems to me that you are in the grip of mania and your mind is working very fast. You seem to be rather delusional and I think a call to your psychiatrist is in order. And I do mean soon. You can get into real trouble in this condition and you should be aware that you are not operating completely in reality.
So put in a call to your doctor or you are going to wind up in the hospital. You may want to print out what you have written her to show him. Try to understand that you have gone over the top and you need some slowing down.
